Heres a list of creative thibgs I want to do!

Revising my poetry book- Basically I reread some of my old work and decided I hated them and they can not be published or seen by anyone ever at all. It was just a lot of angsty teen girl bullshit that I did not enjoy. I choose five poems that made the cut and otherwise they're all gonna be locked away in their tower forever. This is kind of a big deal though because I was already in the works to publish my first collection. But now that secert name that will not be reaveled is gonna be me first! It was a really scary decision but a really rewarding one. I want my first book to be something I'm proud of, not something I’m super embarrassed of. It's definitely a big girl decision but one I'm happy with. I just hope i don't get in trouble lol. 

1. Lesbain Loovie Larathon- So I don’t know how caught up you are in the google docs currently but I am writing a sapphic romance. But here’s the thing: I don't consume nearly enough lesbian media. Basically I only watch female content creators and I'm pretty sure 90% of them are queer. But when it comes to books, movies, tv shows, musicals, songs, other media stuff I'm lacking. The first WLW sex scene I saw was in arcane. And that's basically all I’ve consumed.

Now I’ve been writing queer characters since I was like a 6th grader. But part of being a good writer is doing your research! And while it's also important to write from experience, it's all good to learn about others' experiences! Basically the point is I choose 11 lesbian movies and I'm gonna watch 2 a week till I finish. 

I got the idea from Nikki Cano, a fellow queer content creator on you tube. Her most recent video is all about her top 10 lesbian movies and it made me realize how little I consume queer media and I want to more. 

So here’s the list

1.  Bottoms (this is the one I’m most excited for) 

2. Love Lies Bleeding

3. But I'm a cheerleader

4. A portrait of a lady on fire 

5. D.E.B.S

6. The watermelon woman

7. Shiva baby

8. Drive away dolls

9. The incredibly real story of two girls in love 

10. Imagine me and you

11. Water lilies 

The way I’m picking them is I put them in a little cup and draw them out. So my two for next week are Shiva baby and water lilies!

Here are the rules 

1. Watch 2 every week 

2. Take notes

3. Take notes on stuff like did I enjoy it, it humor, is it accurate respastion, what I want to put into my story 

4. Draw from shark cup

5. Make a video at the end

3. Bingo board- Basically I made a giant bingo board in my room of stuff I want to accomplish this year! I put it on my wall and I’m hoping to at least get a bingo. 

4. Rank the classics- This was just a fun idea I had where I rank some classics. So like my book classics and movie classics but also like romance classics and queer classics. I also want to do a thing where (and tell me if this makes no sense) I come up with a sun moon and rising for my characters but like based off of people. It started with SpongeBob characters so like mine is

Sun: Larry the lobsters

Moon: Pearl

Rising: Plankton

But you can also do it with like songs or book or movie so my movie big three is

Sun: Brave

Moon: Particle magic

Rising: Muppets most wanted

5. Art show- I'm gonna have a mini art show at home! I'm gonna do free tarot readings and just have fun! It's gonna be so cool

1. Photoshoots- I plan to do lots of photo shoots this year